With The Music...I am Free.

When I'm feeling I've lost my mind.

When I feel that life can't get any worse.

I look in my heart and I find

A piece of my soul is in every melody every verse.

My heart melts My soul comes to life.

The pain and saddness withers away.

In all my struggles...My tragedy and strife.

The music finds me...and I know that I'll never fade.

When I write the words...When I lift up my voice in song.

I know that the within the music..I've found where I belong.

I sing for him..I sing for you.

I sing for a love that without one question or doubt is true.

I sing to find my freedom I sing to save my soul.

When I die...I hope that I'm remembered for just one thing.

My love for him...My love for music.

My passion to sing.

When words fail....the music always speaks.

Shanna Marie Behmke AKA JonsHeartSong AKA ShannaSings4Jon

My Wish For Jon

Jonathan,
I wish only for you to get to see this I've written so many now. I hope that you are recovering well, and I knew you'd make it through the surgery ok. You've inspired me to find myself again. I can't thank you enough for that. Your courage and your strength has given me the hope that one day I will face my own fears in life and conquer them. Well If you get to see this I hope that you take my words to heart because I truly do love and admire you. Get well soon!

I have wished and dreamed my whole life long to have one moment...just one song.

To look into your eyes and see you smile at me...that moment would forever set me free.

I never thought in my whole lifetime that a love like this..I would find.

Lost in sweet dreams of you every single night...It's only there I get to sing for Jon Knight.

Will I ever get that chance? Will I ever see the day?

When can hold him in my arms..and what would he say?

I know in my heart that this may never be..but I will not deny the dream.

My wish for you my dear..is for you to find love..and when you do..hold it near.

Don't ever lose hope..keep your faith and courage.

Let not one thing give you heartache or discourage.

I pray for your recovery...as hard as I prayed for your surgery.

For 20 years I've thought of you...

For 20 years..I've loved and admired you...

For 20 years...I've sang only for you.

If you knew me well enough you'd know...this love I have for you is a true and sincere love.

I'm not a crazy fan...I'm just a simple woman...That loves a simple man.