For Jon

Well Jon I can't help but write these words. Hell it's great therapy. If you see this..I hope you will understand what I am saying. I'm not a another nutty fan..I say these words from the heart. Maybe someday I'll get to see you and the guys live..maybe even a meet and greet. I wrote a poem for donnie also, which he said he'd read..but if he doesn't it's ok with me. I'm just glad to get to do this. Thank you so much Jon. I love all of you very much. NKOTB FOREVER! PS- They don't call me the Mush Master for nothing! LMAO

People think I'm crazy..People laugh at me.

They just don't understand it..They will never see.

My love for you is genuine and pure..My love for you is real.

I can't explain it..I just know how I feel.

I've admired you since I was small..When I was young and didn't have a care at all.

Sweet dreams of you come to me each and every night.

When I'm holding you..it just feels so damn right.

I'm not a stalker..I'm not a crazy fan.

I'm just a simple woman..In love with a simple man.

I love the way you work..I believe in everything you do.

I am happy you are here..I'm so proud of you.

When the curtain closes..I wonder what you think?

Do you drift away to sleep? Do pour yourself a drink?

When you are up there and see all those pretty faces..screaming your name.

I wonder how you deal with all this craziness and fame.

Even so, I still believe you are the man..you aspire to be.

Maybe someday you'll know..Maybe someday you'll see.

Until then I'll wait..I won't close this door.

I won't give up on you..because that's what love is for.

I am your friend..whenever you need a helping hand.

I'll cry with you..I'll always understand.

So for now I close this..with one final phrase.

I will love you Jonathan Knight..for all the rest of my days.

By: Shanna Marie Behmke

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